1. |
Ease The Pain
04:08
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If I give in would that change the shape I'm in
I bet it's not easy to forget
Whatever happens - can it stay within those walls
Cause it still kind of worries me
And I feel it's defining me
When every Word seems to crash when spoken out
When every feeling keeps me hanging
And though I can't find a reason why I should even try
It still kind of worries me
That this thing is defining me
So I came to let it out
I came to let you in
Again
Cause if I'm able to let it out
I'll be able to let you in
Again
And yet it feels wrong to be coming back again
Cause everything is changed and tainted
By the faces that was scared and badly hurt
So for real is it kind of worries me
Cause I can't stand if it's defining me
So I came to let it out
I came to let you in
Again
Cause if I'm able to let it out
I'll be able to let you in
Again
I've been thinking through the night
I've been hurting every inch of me
And it's a thing you shouldn't try
Cause it Never eases the pain for real... Goodbye
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2. |
Hold My Brain
04:36
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Come inside and hold my brain
Cause it's puzzled and I'm sure there ain't no Cure
That can heal me from the state I'm in
So I lay down here waiting for things to unfold
So come lay your hand on me and try make me believe it's true
We Get high on Whatever things we might find inside If that help me
reaching through
Cause I just need to know
Help me reaching through
While you are sitting here please hold my heart
Cause its itching and strangles me to know
That the time here ends for everyone
So I leave this place and cut ropes with everything I know.
So come lay your hand on me and try make me believe it's true
We Get high on Whatever things we find inside If that helps me
reaching through
Cause I just need to know
Help me reaching through
And I'm tired of waiting at your door
Ive been sitting here waiting since I was five
I'm sick of asking for you Love
So I turn my back and just forget about you
So come lay your hand on me and try make me believe it's true
We Get high on Whatever things we find inside If that helps me
reaching through
Cause I just need to know
Help me reaching through
Cause I just need to know
Help me reaching through
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3. |
Healing
03:26
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The framed deer up on the Wall
Is spitting memories at me
Leaves me hanging can't reach the floor
Turning blue in my dreams
My Mind is Fucked up
And The eyes of the deer
Gives me reason to believe
That my worries are for real
I die in my dreams
I know that it's not for real
Need you to believe in me
I need to feel that you're for real
Come down and comfort me
Cause Here comes the illusions I can feel that they are always
around
Am I healing or am I not
Don't know cause I'm not shure what's wrong
Back in 1991
I slept outside every night
Tried to fool Death by not being around
Did I mention I lie
To look normal
In everybody's eyes
But in my Mind I'm not alive
I do Whatever to hide
That I die in my dreams
I know that it's not for real
Need you to believe in me
I need to feel that you're for real
Come down and comfort me
Cause Here comes the illusions I can feel that they are always
around
Am I healing or am I not
Don't know cause I'm not shure what's wrong
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4. |
Shortcuts
04:17
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Its 90 something
I hear everybody around me is crying
Cause a boy that my sister knew suddenly died in his sleep on a
monad
I was too young to get a hold of what it meant for me
Now when I look back
I can't help, I can't help but feel
That its got a hold on me know
Not even sure if I will make it this time
cause there are things I want sort on my own
Cause I'm not sure
That I will make it
I know it hurt
But I can't fake it
Now it's twenty-something
And I'm getting a call on a Sunday
Its a friend and its been a while
He sounds worried and down there
I asked why first he got quiet
then he started to speak
from what I remember he did not cry
when he told me this might be the end
That it's got a hold on me know
Not even sure if I will make it this time
cause there are things I want sort on my own
Cause I'm not sure
That I will make it
I know it hurt
But I can't fake it
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